Pace here is somehow different. During day there are those very dynamic moments when everything is happening inside and around. Projects, writing, exploring, communicating, small tasks, bigger tasks. It is somehow very rapid pace. And plans are building up very fast.
When evening comes it all is washed away as waves wash the shores and all becomes peaceful. As sun sets over a river also all that fast pace dissolves in low sun rays. Peace falls upon Ommen, small bike roads, green field and also me. Talks become slower, speed doesn’t seem to change on physical world but inside it just all calms down.
Today feelings were combined between a bit of longing, happiness, confusion, excitement, seriousness, peacefulness and many more. With all those feelings inside I realised I feel ok. I feel ok with whatever comes. And that was an amazing moment of realisation.